Stare at me with your disguise,
conceive me with those cold blue eyes.
Strangle my heart with your gold laden fingers.
Tearing me apart,
Your sour taste lingers.
My flesh is yours, my blood your line
Crawling from your womb
Big blue eyes shine.
As the years travel, my skin grows thick.
But my heart still bleeds at your slightest prick.
The past is history, written to be taught.
Your memories, your baggage
your emotionless fort.
I'm sick of learning
I'm tired of yearning,
to be that blue eyed girl,
blue eyed and so deserving.
A product of two beings,
I am who I am.
Please don't rob me of my insecure feelings,
with your poisonous eloquence
I fall to my knee's,
too weak to run.
Too empty to please.
Let me show you who I am,
your artificial smile.
Gather your patience,
this may take a while.
My soul runs deeper than the clearest ocean
my heart saturated with love,
I welcome all emotion.
Give me this chance
to show you what I'm not.
Before you give up
and consider me forgot.
Watch me closely
but stay an arms length away.
As I am true to myself,
Each and every day.
Unique to the bone
I am not what you expect.
But I will always love you.
No matter what comes next.
Now that I've taught you
how my wealth is measured.
Your poison into perfume.
My soul un-weathered.
The Anarchy of My Mind - in words. A Collection of (mostly) my Thoughts.
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